October 2010
“They say that promises
Sweeten the blow.”
– My Skin
Today,
Was good =) I wokeup at 4:45 am to get ready for the day. Went to church, met with the mission team, then we did a prayer walk around IHS. Then we got donuts and went back to church to rest. Then I found out that the music festival was at Napa Valley. I got hecka excited because I’ve been there a lot & Napa is the most beautiful place I’ve ever been to.
It was superbo hot
I...
I have to keep reminding myself
over and over and over again, God God God.
And yet the smallest things annoy the heck out of me. It just stays on my mind and it seems to tear apart my sanity.
Everytime I feel uneasy
Or insecure,sad, mad, happy, hopeful I go straight to the Bible.
But lately I’ve been so tired. I keep telling myself,”What’s wrong with you?”
Uhg wake me up Lord.
September 2010
^^^^
I wrote an essay for class about thhe scariest moment of my life. Yes, ‘scariest’ is a word. Well, I decided to post it on here. Kaykay, I trust urrybody won’t bring this up in person haha.
When you want Time to stop
I scrunched my toes hard against the cold tile floor as I hid behind the dark cold wall. Listening to my dad talk I felt as if my world has just turned off on me. Trying to hold my breath was hard because the fear from within me was trying desperately to tear itself out. I couldn’t believe it, something was wrong with my brother.
That night I stepped into his dim and messy room. While I...
“You have too much.
You’re spending all your time
Collecting and...”
– Aqualung
ahhg
I took like 1 hour writing about my dad, but then I decided not to post it because again, it was too personal. Some things aren’t that easy to share.
Today my teach pwned a kid
-highschool boys being obnoxious-
Boy1: -asks a stupid question-
Boy2: -acts as if he’s better and laughs at boy1- “Are you serious?”
Boy1: “Does it look like I care what you think?”
Teach: “If you didn’t you wouldn’t have replied.”
Class: “ooooooooo”
=)
I really need sleep
I always fall in and out of sleep during class but I can’t cause I have to learn. I start to cross my eyes and then I fall asleep while I take notes O____O One second I’d be writing a word and the next second I wake up to a bunch of random scribbles.
“I guess I could be pretty pissed off at what happened to me, but it’s hard...”
– American beauty
fml
I lost my bible at SYR…ahg I’m hecka sad…I highlighted all my favorite verses and I have so many memories from that bible. WHYYY WHYYY WHYYYYY.
Well, Ima just go get another bible, and read it and re-highlight my favorite verses. Guess this is another new start. Goodbye my first bible, you were the best first bible any asian girl could ever have. May you rest in peace, or fall...
