October 2010




I look up to you guys so much. I love you guys, so much.






I miss you so much…



Luis, we should hangout at ze mall again. An get that cardigan you wanted =)
I know this is late, but I wanted to get this out on my dad’s bday. Just a very short something.
Hope you get what you deserve. You love in your own way, and after all these years I’m slowly trying to figure you out still. I know William and Anthony still hold grudges against you because they always say,”Gluck with dad when we’re all gone in college.” And even though you don’t know this, I forgive you for all you’ve done. But on the other hand, thank you. You’ve been in and out of a lot of jobs over the past few years & your health has it’s ups and downs. Well, I’ve been praying for you every night. You just recently quit your job because you said you weren’t earning enough money. Getting started on your new job must be stressful but I appreciate all you do for us so much. And I know you won’t know this till tomorrow morning, but I’m going to gather the gift William and I got for you and I’m going to sneak next to your bed to put it there. Hope you’ll be filled with fuzzy goodness when you see it first thing in the morning. & idk if I can, but I’ll try to wakeup to make you breakfast. Anyways, thanks pa, happy bday <3
& to add to it, it’s personal…so I’m gonna keep it to myself. I feel drained, but happy at the same time. But all I want now is sleep, I don’t even know what to do. My mind needs to let reality set in. Tomorrow morning, hope it’ll be alright.